God told me to ask for help. I’m doing it now because I can’t do it on my own. I’m overwhelmed, I feel like I’m losing my mind. I’m fighting a battle that many consider impossible, but it isn’t. This is going to happen, and I know God has my back.
Sometimes it all starts with what we learn as children: sharing. Sharing resources, space, time. Unfortunately, many people forget this lesson as they grow up. I try to live my life sharing, allowing others to be “the crayons” too, as I like to say. My success was not planned, not planned. I simply followed my passion and got here.
In the midst of this journey, one of the biggest executives in music was recently arrested. My condolences are with his children. Beyond that, I cannot speak, because that is what we have a judicial system for.
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I have always talked about the complex situations that happen behind closed doors in the entertainment industry. I have been called crazy for over a decade. I have said: “You are exaggerating.” And now, all of a sudden, everyone is waking up. Yes, I am crazy, crazy for being honest, crazy for being honest. But I was not a liar.
I’ve been to a lot of industry parties: Diddy parties, Jamie Foxx parties, Soop Dogg parties, other big names. One time, at one of those parties, someone said to me, “Make sure you’re here at 1 a.m.” I was surprised, but I was proud to stay.
Around 12:30, I went down to the studio to take a break. When I got back to the main area, everything had changed. The music was softer, more lively. As I walked through the rooms, I saw two men involved in something very interesting. I thought, “Yeah, it’s a celebrity party, people do what they do.” But as I got older, I saw more and more people involved in similar situations.
It was a moment of clarity for me. I wasn’t forced to do anything, but the atmosphere was so open, so different, that it made me think deeply about the situation I was in. I decided to pack my things and leave.
This experience was not just a glimpse into a strange world, but also a reminder that behind the fame and luxury, there are many shadows. The industry needs change. We need courage to expose what is wrong and fight for what is right.
